An open letter to my first rapist

TRIGGER WARNING: Rape, childhood rape   To my first rapist, Something I wonder quite often is, do you ever think about me? Or have you completely wiped me from your memory? I don’t know why it matters to me, but it does. I honestly can’t imagine that you do think about me. But I think… Continue reading An open letter to my first rapist

Today I’m not okay

Today my arms are stinging. It was just another day where fresh scars are added to my arms. I keep trying and trying to fight back against my depression and anxiety and trauma, and I feel like I'm getting nowhere. I feel like no matter how hard I try to fight, it will never be… Continue reading Today I’m not okay